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Have no idea why decided to update the journal.
The bitch is away so it's party time, hahaha,not really, at least I can listen to some music and I am listening to the amazing ebm compilation that Tetie aka as nereid made for me.
I had a crash with the scooter, I am all fine just 5 stitches on the right leg and my scooter is sick and I hope I will get it back soon. I don't know how I just crashed on the rear of a taxi and although I have been telling people that it was completely my fault but everyone thinks that the taxi driver had something to do with that, oh well ;p
I had a thought the other day. I feel as if I am getting over him..well I don't know how I would react if I saw him but I feel like that, go figure, don't know, maybe tomorrow I am still back there where I was..
And I want to say how much I love my sister Lia and Tetie and I don't know what I would do without them.. thanks sweeties
I feel fine, not happy or unhappy, just fine
Oh, I have to quit smoking
xx
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| Eimai hacker h atimh ;p |
[20 Feb 2006|01:12pm] |
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Den ithela na kanw delete to entry sxetika me th katathlipsi mou pou plhsiazw ta 30, lol kai zhtw syggnwmh apo nereid, freederry kai manko gia ta supportive comments alla phga na kanw edit entry kai tou phre o diaolos. Ama eisai hackeras sumvainoun auta, hahaha.
Mporw na pw pws eimai kalitera pou methaurio 22.02 tha kleisw ta 28 kai as mhn exw ton special guy na mou pei Happy Birthday.
To allo pou thelw na pw einai pws mallon den eimai ths makroxronias sxeshs mias kai h megaluterh sxesh pou exw kanei einai 18 mhnes kai twra pou kleinw 18 mhnes sth douleia thelw want out giati ta neurakia mou den sth kalyterh fash tous.
Oh, Jesus, help!
Eimai ekneurismeni twra, kai prepei na doulepsw kai proxthes sineiditopoihsa pws de thelw telikakariera kai stoxous alla enan plousio antragia na mai eksw kathe mera kai na psonizw!!
xairomai pou thetw toso sovara themata sto journal mou.
Thelw na vouliaksei h Krhth, ginetai? oxi entaksei de thelw, na einai kala kai na ksekollisw thelw apo thn allh thelw na pw kati pou mou fanhke asteio.
To savato hmoun mazi me thn aderfh mou kai 2 filous se ena baraki sto kolwnaki kai enas nearos, wraio paidaki, nomizw, nomizw pws koitousepros to meros mou. Auto pou mou fanhke asteio einai pws tis 3 prwtes fores pou katalava to vlemma tou, koitaksa kai tis 3 fores apo pisw mou na dw an koitaei kamia apo pisw mou, hahahaha
E to self esteem einai se ipsila epipeda.
anyway, efyge, paei ena potential love story !
na valw aggelia sto Se eida sthn ATHENS VOICE?
Be well kai ws gnhsioi panathinaikoi
DE KSENERWNOUME POTE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE**** TON THRYLO KAI TON PEIRAIA !!!
oeooeoeooeoeoeoeoeooeoe
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| 2005 bye bye |
[29 Dec 2005|03:19pm] |
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Hello, variemai
eimai monh sth douleia kai anti na douleuw aperispasta se kati anafores pou exw na ftiaksw, kwlovaraw
oh jesus, tha me diwksoun;p
ti sou einai to internet, vrhka poia kommatia exei o Alexandros Xristopoulos sto La Suite 3 kai twra menei na ta vrw na ta grapsw;p
tsipis eimai to kserw;p
eida kai poioi kallitexnes perilamvanontai sthn Klik Records, epoikodomhika pragmata, hahhaha
de kserw ti tha kanw Paramonh Prwtoxronias, siga kiolas de tha skasw
ama exeis aderfh th Lia kai kollhth th ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) dystropia , swthikes;p
H mia thelei megaleia kai h allh Underworld;p egw pali casino thelw h Athens Imperial pou tha paizei mousiki oDimitris Avgeros, ax ax ;)
Elpizw sto 2006 na min einai sinexeia sto mialo mou.. e re pousth oute tattoo na ton eixa kanei, monima panw mou, alla kai auta ksethvriazoun se kapoia fash etsi den einai? menoun omws panta ekei.. gamoto, elpizw na mhn meinw aiwnia kollhmeni mazi tou, popo paketo!
Ante na girisw sth douleia mou, kriwsa kai ligo, exw spastiko sinaxi, ola einai wonderful.
Eutuxws pou exw th Vera sto Deksi na me parhgorei, haha
Krakste oso thelete, den einai sapounopera einai Ergo Texnhs!!
Thelw kainouria rouxa alla den exw xrono gamoto, douleia, magazi eimai. Lefta exoume, katse kala
kai meta to paralhrhma pou mallon ofeiletai sta 4 depon pou exw parei apo to prwi kai 1 litro Life KALHMERA, ante geia!
Kalh xronia na exoume, YGEIA panw apo ola kai ola ta alla kai oi alloi tha erthoun!
xxx
Princess Mary ( to neo mou onoma)
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| The ship song |
[16 Dec 2005|10:32am] |
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Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around
Come loose your dogs upon me
And let your hair hang down
You are a little mystery to me
Every time you come around
We talk about it all night long
We define our moral ground
But when I crawl into your arms
Everything comes tumbling down
Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around
Your face has fallen sad now
For you know the time is nigh
When I must remove your wings
And you, you must try to fly
Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around
Come loose your dogs upon me
And let your hair hang down
You are a little mystery to me
Every time you come around
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| 5 weird things I do |
[09 Dec 2005|04:04pm] |
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So, dystropia had the brilliant idea to make me think of 5 weird things that I do. I am not weird, don't know;p
- When I walk on the street along with someone else he/she must always be on my left side while walking, otherwise I get confused.
- I have around 50 advertising pens and I am not using them, from time to time I take them out, put them all on the table and admire them.
- I have a Pisces mug that I really love and it should not be used by anyone, not even by my mum or sister. It is mine!
- I always talk/sing to myself while riding my scooter and since I am wearing the helmet, no worries, haha. If you drive a car you have music, what do I have?
- When I buy something brand new, especially clothes I always have them in the closet, admiring them for about 1 month before exposing them to the bad bad people.
Weird? naah
xxx
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[07 Dec 2005|09:11am] |
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Hi,
I will go straight to the point. When it come to choosing a chocolate or what shampoo to take it takes me fucking ages. When it comes to take more serious decisions it takes me 2-3 minutes. No more crying and what will happen between me and him. He is over, I will be over him.
I don't want to talk to him or see him, at least for now. Maybe in few months I will have changed my mind but right now he is history. I don't hate him, no but I don't like him either.
I still can't figure out whether I am a psychopath, making up all these stories inside my head or he is to blame to certain extent.
I am soooooooooooooooooooooo stupid though.
Anyway, fuck him, and those who know me, they know that I have never said that for him.
I am better, I will be better I reckon.
dystropia thanks, you will be the best psychologist ever!
Shall I send an email to the Prime Minister asking him to sink Crete?;p
xxx
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I was in Vienna, Austria, on a business trip. I had the best time with Richard and we agreed every year to meet in a different country every time and have fun! The meeting went fine but the most unbearable thing was the cold, I mean cold, really cold. Then I was limping for 2 days, probably from the excess walking around and the cold and I was like Kevin Spacey from Usual Suspects, hahaha.
Yesterday and today I feel miserable, I am crying all the time and I think it's a combination of him and my planets. Oh fuck that I will start cocaine, Kate Moss does it so I can do it, haha.
And I have gained weight recently so it will be a good way to lose the weight and be happy at the same time.
These are the predictions for both my star sign and horoscope.
(Feb 19-Mar 20)
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Don't respond if someone says something that leads you to believe that your love is not being reciprocated. You are best to say little and see what happens. Your patience will be what pays off in the end. Really? How much more fucking patience?
(May 21-Jun 20)
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You'll be pulled between making a commitment and flirting with someone new. You won't be able to make up your mind when it comes to love so don't bother trying. Relax have fun and avoid getting serious. Oh, yes, that't why all these men were crwaling outside my door in the morning..
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Σήμερα η σελήνη διανύει τον ωροσκόπο σας και εσείς γίνεστε πιο ευαίσθητοι και ευάλωτοι σε εξωτερικές επιδράσεις. Οι δύσκολες πλανητικές όψεις πιθανόν να σας φέρουν σε διαμάχες με άτομα που νομίζετε ότι θίγουν την προσωπικότητά σας. Τάσεις εγωκεντρικές και εγωιστικές μπορεί να βγουν πιο έντονες. Προσπαθήστε να προσαρμοστείτε στις καταστάσεις και μην αντιστέκεστε μόνο και μόνο και να δείξετε την υπεροχή σας. |
I am paathetic..Oh well. However I am sure that something is wrong with my planets because I have been so emotional, just the thought of him makes me cry and cry and cry. Or because he just doesn't care??
God, I have to get a life and something real. I think I am writing all these things so as to believe them and start actually doing what I am saying..
Anyway, I have a job to do and I should not risk it, I mean I have fucked up my mind, let's not do that with my job, at least it helps me buy clothes and go out and have fun!
I am so in love with him. Stop. Back to work.
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| Rage against Crete |
[09 Nov 2005|03:19pm] |
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Sometimes, he drives me so mad I just want to kill him!
He is all me, me, me. Oh Mary I am tired, Oh that Oh the other as If I am fucking flying in the sky.
Anyway, he is so sexy when he naggs, ahhaha, puke people( </a></a>dystropia that goes for u ;p)
I also think that he is lying to himself about certain things and he is so afraid of seeing reality, that I am what he was looking for, or am I afraid to see reality? That I am just the girl he lusts but would never commit to? I don't know, I don't want to think about it!
Ok, back to work.
It is so coooooooooooooooold.
I am flying to Austria on Saturday for business and coming back on Wednesday, whoopie!!
I will also meet with my best mate and mentor from da U.K. my one and only Richard, double hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| God save the queen and him please |
[07 Nov 2005|04:19pm] |
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I am happy. I woke up and I felt happy. We talked a lot last night and it was nice. He said certain things that could blow my mind away if I started thinking about them but I will not do that.
Whatever...
I can't afford to start dreaming about him again because then I will for sure be institutionalized.. Girl Interrupted part II, haha.
Someone might say that I should get a life and stop writing about him all the time..but it is a journal so I can write whatever I want to read again and again.. and if I ever regret I can always delete these pages, if it was a paper journal I would tear the pages away.
Oh well I am counting the days I will see him and can't wait!
xxx
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| I love, love, love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[01 Nov 2005|10:13am] |
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Eimai xaroumenh, giati milame araia kai pou ton teleutaio mhna, giati tha ton dw se 2-3 weeks, giati thelei na pame kapou mazi ena sou kou. Pretty pathetic me someone might think but I don't care.
Twra elegxw ta pragmata, tha mou peis ginetai na elegxeis sinaisthimata kai simperifores? Egw lew pws twra oso afora auton mporw na afhsw ta pragmata opws exoun kai who knows?
Me kanei xaroumenh kai mou ftanei, ta 5 lepta sto thlefwno mazi tou einai ena sav/ko trelou clubbing kai polu geliou alla meta teleiwnei, enw h fwnh toy kai to gelio tou menoun sto mialo mou kai ta anapolw opote thelw.
Elpizw na mh me kraksei kaneis opws ta lew alla mallon etsi einai na noiwtheis, na eisai erwteymenos. Giati me sigouria mporw na pw pws 1 fora erwteutika ton Niko MOU, moy einai kai as lene o,ti theloun, hahaha, denial fash.
Se auth th fash pou eimai h douleia mou paei polu kala, perissotero apo oso perimena kai auto metraei gia mena TWRA pou xtizw kariera opws lew.
Exw th super sister mou, th Teth moy aka as dystropia , kai tous super goneis mou opote oi alloi mporoun na sunexisoun th mizerh zwoula tous, hahaha. Teleutaia tous variemai olous ma olous den exoun na poun tipota kai ta teleutaia rantevou pou exw vgei, w thee, mono se mena auta!
Anyway, eimai kala kai twra pou ton akouw mia fora th week peripou, akoma kalitera kai de me noiazei, as plhgwthw pali, as xtipithw, tha perasei. Arkei na zeis auto pou thewreis pws aksizei na zeis kai na mh kratas pisines gia ola.
Mia eleutherh ptwsh pou kai pou den evlapse, thewrw!
xxx
Be well, be sexy
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Auto to savatokiriako perimena oti tha perasw vareta giati to allo miso mou sto clubbing, h sister mou tha douleue uperwries olo to sou kou kai apo Pempth mou eixe pei na thn ksexasw. O filos mou o Nikos eleipe, o Giorgos diavaze opote lew efaga paketo. Eixame pei me thn Teth aka </a></a>dystropia savato gia Underworld alla lew 'de paizei, tha mou to akurwsei'. Kai telika perasa TELEIA auto to sou kou. O kurios logos oso pathetic kai sad an akoustei einai pws anakalipsa kai apofasisa na dw apo thn arxh to 24! Paraskeuh 10pm-4am eida 8 epeisodia, trelh porwsh kai savato kontepsa na akirwsw eksodo gia Underworld gia na dw ta epomena 8 alla eipa, sugkrathsou,hahhaa. Underworld perasa apisteuta kala, me polu xoro kai se kapoia fash mperdeutika giati nomiza pws hmoun se rave party, h Teth ta eide ola kai evraze me auta pou epaize alla egw mia xara perasa,xexe!
Telika otan de to perimeneis pernas kala, gnwrizeis auton pou de perimens pws tha kolliseis kai ontws h zwh allazei apo th mia stigmh sthn allh. Asxeto, alla th paraskeuh prospathisa para polu na mhn ton parv thlefwno, estw na ton akousw ligo.
Anyway, fuck that, forget about that, I don't want to know anything about that!
Have a nice week
xx
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Feeling better today..
Unbalanced sometimes..
Certain that I will have it my way..
Karma or coincidence, things will turn out as I want them to..
Obscene is my favourite scene..
Fool I was to believe in you..
Fuck off, I don't need you anymore..
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| Always |
[05 Sep 2005|10:52am] |
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My mind is on him...
Always..
Reality sucks..
You, it's always you..
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Exw na kataggeilw tous pezous kai th vlammeni sumperifora merikwn pou perpatane ston dromo les kai einai sto xwrio tous panw sta vouna pou ekei to polu polu na trakaroun me kamia kota, lol. E ma, ksipnaw to prwi pairnw to super scooter mou Honda Lead 100cc, katse kala, anevazw kai th sister na pame sth douleia mas kai opws eimai sta deksia kai paw mias kai oi alles 2 lwrides stamathmenes apo th kinhsh sth Papadiamantopoulou, MIA VLAMMENI paei na perasei enw me exei dei, opote enw phgaina me 20 klm/h, pataw freno, ths fwnazw prosexte kai to ZWO girnaei kai mou leei 'Se eida' me ena apathestato ifos kai ekeini ti stigmi fwnazw ena HLITHIA pou paizei na akoustike mexri Peiraia kai enw forousa kranos alla exw dunath fwnh opws lene oi filoi kai gnwstoi,hahahah.
E ma, xanw 10 xronia apo ti zwi mou, exw to aderfi apo pisw kai h vlammeni ston kosmo ths. Apofasisa na khruksw ton polemo enantia tvn hlithiwn pezwn pou nomizoun pws mono dikaiwmata exoun kai tha ginw timwros tous. Mazi me thn dystropia poy eimai sugourh pws symfvnei mazi moy. Opws polu wraia eixe pei kai einai theeiki ataka ' Den exw to moulari na travhksw ta gkemia', ahhahhaahha.
Twra tha thn tsantisw epeidi tha anaferw ton Niko mou, ekei pou einai sta Xania na mou nai kala kai thelw polu polu na ton dw!
Nai eimai thima, trexei tipota?;p
xx
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| He is bakc on my mind again.. |
[25 Jul 2005|03:08pm] |
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Nick, my tall, sexy Nick is back on my mind again, not that he was ever gone but more persistently now..fuck, fuck, fuck, the last thing I need..I want so desperately to hear his voice but I won't call him, no need to go down that road again..
The most peculiar thing happened, my ex who is not from Athens, happens to be in Athens for some time now and he called me and yesterday we went out, after 3 yeras and I told him the things I always wanted to tell him and I feel better. I was careful not to show bitterness because I don't care how he is and what he does and I didn't want him to think the other way round. He is getting married in October, who cares, but he was rather romantic towards me, who cares again. It is bad to have spent 1.5 year with someone, we also lived together and feel nothing after some time. I can honestly say he gave me nothing, to be honest he gave me something. Not to let anyone to boss me around like he used to do, stuuuuuupid Mary, oh well, I was innocent;p
I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooove riding my scooter and now I am capable of taking someone sitting on the back. I always thought it would be difficult but it is a piece of cake! My sister loves taking rides with me!
That's my news, better go back to my work and ask from the Universe to make sure he is happy, safe and sound..
xxx
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| 1 month since.. |
[13 Jul 2005|02:53pm] |
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Hello, I am a bit bored now at work and God bless air conditioning, it is too damn hot in Athens!
So, I am fine. whoopie, not thinking much of my Nick man and I can't wait to go to Mykonos for my 3 party all the time day vacation, hooray!!!
Since I last updated my journal it has been one month since:
- I last saw and spoke with my man of my life
- I started riding my scooter in Athens
- I got a small pay rise in my montly salary(80 euros, it's 3,080 euros now;p)
- I am still in love with my tall and sexy Nick
- I am still single, fucketty fuck
- I am still reading Thirty Nothing, a fantastic novel by Lisa Jewell, borrowed from </a></a>dystropia
- I last updated this journal
Be well, be in love (but with someone who is in love with you too) and drink a lot, hahahahah
xxx
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| Na htan edw.. |
[22 Jun 2005|12:10am] |
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Eimai grafeio, kentro opou douleuw kai hrtha giati prepei na teleiwnw kati kai de me anagkazoun na rxomai, egw de to teleiwsa;p
Exei poly wraia vradia apopse, aurio Panselinos kai de kserw alla kathe fora pou exei Panselino skeftomai poly entona ton Niko..kserw boring stuff again alla auto tha grapsw,hahha. Pisteuw pws ephreazomai perissotero apo tous koinous thnitoys afenos giati sth prohgoumeni zwh hmoun witch, afeterou giati eimai kwlopsaro kai san zwdio tou nerou, trwme ligo perissotero paketo. Apo thn allh isws apla na seliniazomai giati upovallw ton eauto mou se auto, pou de nomizw;p
Latreuw thn Athina to vradu kai eidika to kentro,merikes fores mou aresei na perpataw kai na koitaw panw ston ourano kai xairomai pou gennithika kai zw se auth th polh...mporeis na kaneis tosa kai as eisai monos sou, to thema einai an tolmas..
btw Agapa me an tolmas, h apolyth tainia, recommended
xxx
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| Ola kala! |
[17 Jun 2005|03:45pm] |
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Ola kala, mporw na pw,
Perimena na eimai pio xalia afou o Nikos mas 'teleiwse', kala den ton eixa kai pote alla leme twra alla periergws eimai kala. Ton skeftomai elaxista, de klaiw pia, to shmantikotero kai anipomonw gia to kalokairi kai na flirtarw non stop,hahaha.
De vgainw idiaitera giati to sister douleuei polu, to splaxno mou h dystropia kanei o,ti mporei na vriskomaste sixna kai mesa ston Ioulh tha pame kai sto eksoxiko ths na ginw maurh;p
Eixame vgei th Deutera, mazi mas kai h Leukh kai perasame super, polu to xarhka.
Sth douleia monh, figan me adeies oloi logw trihmerou kai emeina egw, kala de me noiazei kiolas.
H anafora kala paei, twra nai variemai ligo ti na kanw;p
Shmera to xarhla giati phra noodles pou ta latreuw apo to Noodles Bar pou anoikse sto Sintagma kai hrthan se koutaki san ta erga kai ta efaga me chopsticks giati exw kai koultoura tetoia,hahaha.
Apopse exoume kleisei me th parea trapezaki sto Akrwthri, den exw paei pote, e kala tha einai, tha gelasoume.
Paizei na exw to pio 'laiko' lj sthn istoria twn lj;p
Blame nereid, she inisted on me having one, you know having more things in common, lol, well she may have regretted that by now.
Have a nice weekend
xx
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[13 Jun 2005|09:59am] |
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Kalh evdomada kai elpizw na mhn kanw allh ananewsh giati auto shmainei pws den sygkentrwnomai sth douleia kai tha exw provlhma;p
Paraskeuh vrady vghka me ton Niko, pio sexy kai kouklos apo pote,phgame gia faghto kai meta poto, ta eipame, egw kuriws, tou eipa pws den iparxei logos na exoume epikoinwnia mia sto toso, den eimaste filoi kai emena me ponaei poly, egw na niwthw tosa kai autos tipota kai meta efuge. Entaksei 5 to prwi alla efige. Prin ekana san hlithia gia na toy spasw ta neura kai meta zhthsa siggnwmi kai mou pe pws ola einai ok kai na mhn anyshxw. Entaksei tha eimai, prepei dhladh. Me pianoun kati perierga kai vazw ta klammata xwris logo alla ti na kanoume, ayta exei h kwlozwh. Eksallou den einai kai Athina, opote ti na ton kanw? De me thelei kiolas,lol, kai anti na mou vgei egwismos re pousth mou kai na pw 'Asto diaolo re Niko, ama de me thes mia de se thelw 100', egw epemeina!! Mhden egwismos mazi tou kai opws mou pe xreiazomai kai psixotherapeia,hahahha.
Ola mou thimizoun auton kai re gamoto den eixame kai tipota, den exoume zhsei tipota alla..alla.. stamataw giati mporei autepaggelta na me kleisoun se kana idryma.hahaha
Giati se mena? Afou eimai kalos anthrwpos;p
Anyway, as mou einai eutixismenos kai as einai allou...
And who knows? Future is above us..
xxx
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Last night I watched the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. Amazing film and the performances by Jim Carey and Kate Winslet were superb. I think we all wish that such company existed, to erase the one we think all the time from our memory and set us free.. I wish I could erase him from my mind. I know, I am becoming boring, everything starts and ends with him.. Well, it will eventuallly end tomorrow night. He is coming to Athens and the following morning he is going to Crete, to do the last 4 months of his national service. Tomorrow evening we will go for a nice dinner, maybe drinks later, tell him what I have been dying to tell him for a couple of months now and put a closure. He will become my memory, the best one so far and no matter the disappointment and the tears and the fucking question 'why can't we be together?', I am really really happy that I met him and he became part of my life for some time, although I guess he will always be a part of my life.Fuck, but hey I can't fo anything about that, if it is meant to be, we will be together, if not, I just had a false alarm, as simple as that.
I have my lovely sister Lia, my daughter and best friend dystropia and my new mate digitalsadness to make my days more pleasant and eventually stop thinking of him 24/7.
After all, it's summer time which means flirting all the time, being naughty and having the time of your life!!
God, I am so fucking in love with him..
xxx
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